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we'll meet again when both our cars collide

2007-11-19 - 8:52 p.m.

Reading: City of Bones - Cassandra Clare
Listening to: Helena - My Chemical Romance
Wishing: I didn't ache
Sleeps till Chemical Holiday: 9

God fucking dammit I ache. Stupid housework. I raked the front lawn yesterday and after standing all day today my legs are so sore. I can't get up from the chair. And I've had the bloody hiccups all day.

Sleep is not a happening thing for me. I keep waking up ridiculously early and being exhausted by the afternoon.

Enrolled for next year this morning. I don't know if I did it right. My timetable is as follows:
Autumn:
Monday 1-4
Tuesday 2-5
Wednesday 10-1

Spring:
Monday 10-1
Tuesday 10-1
Wednesday 10-1

It's depressing cos my timetable clashes with Jen's again so it's going to be hard to hang out. BUT I will have a car by then so it wont be as bad.

Today's song choice:

Helena

First track off Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge, the song is named after Mikey and Gee's grandma Elena. This song is elegant, tragic and beautiful. I love dancing to this song. The way it begins with an angry whisper and then turns into this big grand emotional but fast paced piece.

The imagery in this song is amazing, and the video clip is awesome. Their second best behind I'm Not Okay.

This song cements my standing as a tragic romantic. I love romance, but I love it even more if it's tragic.

Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again, we are so far from you. Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate the lives of everyone you know. And what's the worst you take from every heart you break, and like the blade you stain, well I've been holding on tonight. What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay. So long and goodnight, so long and goodnight. Came a time, when every star fall brought you to tears again. We are the very hurt you sold, and what's the worst you take from every heart you break, and like the blade you stain, well I've been holding on tonight. What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay. So long and goodnight, so long and goodnight. And if you carry on this way, things are better if I stay. So long and goodnight, so long and goodnight. Can you hear me? Are you near me? Can we pretend to leave and then we'll meet again when both our cars collide?

[I couldn't pick just one pic]



sing - scream

looking on, she sings the songs, The words she knows, the tune she hums - 2007-11-29
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love - 2007-11-26
if you marry me, would you bury me, would you carry me to the end? - 2007-11-22
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight - 2007-11-21
so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose - 2007-11-20