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The hardest part is letting go of your dreams

2007-11-18 - 7:48 p.m.

Reading: City of Bones - Cassandra Clare
Listening to: Sleep - My Chemical Romance
Wishing: I knew the answers
Sleeps till Chemical Holiday: 10

I know I didn't do an entry yesterday, I was so exhausted after work. I pretty much curled up into bed to watch Star Wars.

I find your lack of faith disturbing.

I can't be bothered writing much tonight so I'll just get to the song.

Today's choice:

Sleep

Off the Black Parade, something that makes this song even more powerful is the spoken parts, where Gerard is talking on a tape. It's eerie, emotional and most importantly, I relate so much to what he says. Sometimes I see flames, and sometimes I see people that I love dying.

The song is raw. Emotional. Heartbreaking. Fantastic.

Some say, now suffer all the children and walk away a savior, or a madman and polluted from gutter institutions. Don't you breathe for me, undeserving of your sympathy, cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did. And through it all, how could you cry for me? Cause I don't feel bad about it. So shut your eyes, kiss me goodbye, and sleep. Just sleep. The hardest part is letting go of your dreams. A drink for the horror that I'm in, for the good guys, and the bad guys, for the monsters that I've been. Three cheers for tyranny, unapologetic apathy, cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again. And through it all, How could you cry for me? Cause I don't feel bad about it. So shut your eyes, kiss me goodbye, and sleep. Just sleep. The hardest part's the awful things that I've seen. Just sleep.

WAKE UP



sing - scream

I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love - 2007-11-26
if you marry me, would you bury me, would you carry me to the end? - 2007-11-22
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight - 2007-11-21
so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose - 2007-11-20
we'll meet again when both our cars collide - 2007-11-19