And when you sing, scream don't talk

Reading: Lost in a Good Book - Jasper Fforde
Listening to: Cancer - My Chemical Romance
Wishing: uni wasn't so complicated
Sleeps till Chemical Holiday: 12

I have successfully depressed myself by trying to figure out my timetable next year.

If I stick to journalism I have the option of only having a 2 day uni week, however, in order to have this I will have a day that looks like this
9-12: Class
12-6: Nothing
6-9: Class

Pros:
- I can get more done with an extra day off
- The 6 hour break may stimulate working on assessments
- Or getting drunk at the uni bar

Cons:
- I AM AT UNI ALL FREAKING DAY
- HALF OF THAT TIME IS DOING NOTHING

What would you do???

SATAN'S CAMARO IS STALKING ME.

ignore that.

Hokay.

Today's song choice:

Cancer

A short and sweet utterly depressing one. This was the first song I fell in love with off The Black Parade. A short piano ballad sung in first person about a young man dying of cancer. The thing I remember most about when I first heard it was just how agonising Gerard's voice is in this song. Every time I listen to it I ache. Tears are probably going to occur when they perform it live in 12 days, it happened in January.

Turn away, if you could get me a drink of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded. Call my aunt Marie, help her gather all my things and bury me in all my favorite colors. My sisters and my brothers, still, I will not kiss you, 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you. Now turn away, 'cause I'm awful just to see. 'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body, oh my agony. Know that I will never marry, baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo but counting down the days to go. It just ain't living and I just hope you know, that if you say goodbye today, I'd ask you to be true 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you. 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

sing - scream

if you marry me, would you bury me, would you carry me to the end? - 2007-11-22
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight - 2007-11-21
so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose - 2007-11-20
we'll meet again when both our cars collide - 2007-11-19
The hardest part is letting go of your dreams - 2007-11-18