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| current | archives | profile | notes | gbook | host Reading: Lost in a Good Book - Jasper Fforde Urgh. Angst. I just found out by accident that Frank may not be at the Australian shows. He wasn't at a show last night and Gerard said he had to return home due to serious personal issues but that he would be back. No date though. Frank you better get your ass to Australia or I will angst myself to death. Seriously. You weren't here in January though granted bleeding through your mouth and nose is a decent excuse. You have two weeks to sort out your personal issues. I'm so stressed out I've resorted to a mantra. Hewillbethere. Hewillbethere. Hewillbethere. Hewillbethere. I'm not pissed off like a lot of people are. I agree that 3/5 is not a band, but I know they don't do it on purpose and I don't want the shows to be cancelled. Just really really really disappointed. So far I've paid around $600 for the tour not including accomodation and I was really looking forward to see frank play. He is amazing - a human pretzel with a guitar and far too much sex appeal. I'm already in a shitty mood after yet another fight with mum. I spent the day cleaning for her, but she yells at me anyway. We were making dinner together and she said "we should put away the dishes [ones I had washed earlier] and wash these ones so there's less to do later". So I put away the clean ones and started making a salad and asked her "Are you going to do the dishes?" Naturally she started yelling her head off. The only reason I asked is because she said "we" and normally she washes and I dry. If she wanted me to do it she could've said so. She never pays attention to the things I do, but yells at me over the stuff I don't do. And being yelled at doesn't really make me want to clean. Okay so now onto today's song choice: I'm Not Okay (I Promise) First single off their second album Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. The video is one of my favourite music clips of all time, I used to love watching it on [v] back in year 10 or 11. This song contains one of the best guitar solos ever. So good it could almost beat Queen. It's a classic fast, punk rock yell-along song. Plus, the line "I'm not o-fucking-kay" is just gold. And EVERYONE can't help but sing along to the "trust me" bit. Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, you wear me out. What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means to be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look! I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, you wear me out. Forget about the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed! I'm okay! I'm okay! I'm okay, now. But you really need to listen to me because I'm telling you the truth, I mean this, I'm okay! (TRUST ME) I'm not okay, I'm not okay, Well, I'm not okay. I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY! I'm not okay, I'm not okay. 
we'll meet again when both our cars collide - 2007-11-19
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