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Trying to make ends meet, trying to find somebody then you die.

2007-10-09 - 8:22 p.m.

Reading: New Moon - Stephenie Meyer
Listening to: Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve
Wishing: Uni work would fuck off and die

So uh. I seem to be in the middle of my periodic irritation towards mum. It's fucking annoying.

Have started the second novel by Stephenie Meyer, aka the vampire series that makes me fall apart and die an agonizing hormonal death.

It's just as awesome as the first, I am in such angst I want to weep. She is such a good writer.

Also, this is in her acknowledgements:

"And finally, thank you to the talented musicians who inspire me, particularly the band Muse - there are emotions, scenes and plot threads in this novel that were born from Muse songs and would not exist without their genius. Also Linkin Park, Travis, Elbow, Coldplay, Marjorie Fair, My Chemical Romance, Brand New, The Strokes, Armor For Sleep, The Arcade Fire, and The Fray have all been instrumental in staving off the writer's block."

That there is so fucking satisfying. a) She listen's to the same music as me b) Is inspired the same as me and c) Proves that this inspiration can lead to success.

She is now my female idol.

*worships*

I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah. I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now.

sing - scream

Maggots pray upon the living dead - 2007-11-09
Where you drink champagne and it tastes just like cherry-cola - 2007-11-07
Because sometimes I swear I can see straight through you - 2007-11-05
hate me, but I am in your heart, I am in your heart, pulling it apart - 2007-11-02
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated - 2007-10-23