A MILESTONE EVENT!!!!!
I have reached entry number
Isnt that exciting???
So, to commemorate such a big event, I went through and found some of my favourite quotes from previous entries. The entry names are in brackets.
You wanna know what I'm constantly thinking bout when I aint listening Ang? Its that I'm somewhere where its snowing, I'm with (insert whatever name you think will fit here) and he is standing behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist and his head on my shoulder. This fantasy is either paused at just that or I then turn around, put my arms on his shoulders and he looks down at me (of course he is at least 6 inches taller than me seeing I am a short ass) with this little smile on his face.
99% of the world is bad. But sometimes you need to step out of the mysery of reality and look at that 1% of happiness
Little things in life that I love:
"Life size cardboard cutout of her fav movie star = $60. Shipping cost = $14. Watching her lick the ink off the picture and poison herself = PRICELESS"
"Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed but I don't see that. Seems to me that love is everywhere. Often its not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but its always there. Fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know none of the phone calls from people on board were messages of hate or revenge, they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love, actually is all around."
The sensual tingling of their cooling touch
Icy diamonds against my heated body more than I can bare
Their singing sounds lingering in the night
Harmonious bells filling the air
A soothing breeze caresses my burning heart
Tender moments made whole with a warming kiss
The naked moon illuminating my heart at peace
Darkness containing our endless bliss
Falling purity cleansing our being
Silver diamonds reflecting the passion in your soul
Like glistening stars in the night's sky
Transparent love making us whole
And I'm so terrified of no one else but me,
I'm here all the time I won't go away,
Yeah it's me, yeah I can't get myself to go away,
Hey it's me and I can't get myself to go away,
Oh God I shouldn't feel this way
I've never been a massive follower of the "pretty boys". I melt over a guy who is tall, dark hair, tortured and soulfull dark eyes, long black coat, keeps to himself..... The whole brooding look..... droooool.....
Why cant I have teenage ignorance? Why do I have to see other sides to the story? Why cant I be self consumed without the guilty aftertaste???
lol. I think I will amuse everyone with the story of how I found out Jake's name. This was before I was obsessed with him, and knew him only as the sexy dude who caught my bus. Anyways, one day last year during agriculture, I was on my way down to the ag plot with Vog and Megan. For some unknown reason, Megan knows basically everyone in the entire school, and seeing as no one else knew who he was, I decided to ask her. This is how the conversation went.
Ok, now for the paragraph for which all those italicky bits were added. After school today, I was walking towards my locker along the path where Calli's and Abi's lockers are, when I see Jake coming towards me from the other direction. Its funny, how there were 600 people running around, trying to leave school as quickly as possible, yet none of them were anywhere near me and Jake. Like in the movies. Although, unfortunatley unlike the movies, I'm not some drop dead gorgeous babe with long, silky hair billowing behind me and the most seductive look on my face. So, in a panic at what to do, I look at my feet because I was too scared to look at him. Just before we pass each other, I give in to temptation and I look up and for a second that 'seemed to last for an eternity' we made eye contact. Ah, I nearly melted. I had to control myself from latching onto him like some beggar. His eyes have this power that just make me freeze like a rabbit caught in the headlights of an oncoming truck. Oh, you have to see his arms. He sits there, and you can see the veins in his arms and hands, showing just how strong he must be. When I saw those arms with their muscles and veins, I just yearned to have them around me. His warmth. He would be so warm and protective to hug. I would feel so safe whenever I had his arms around me, as if nothing in the world could harm me. Every time Dave hugs me, or I measure the size of my hand against his, I wish it was Jake I was doing that to. I believe that hugging Jake would be similar to hugging Dave, except he would be skinnier. I wonder if Sally realises just how lucky she is. She is such a bitch to him though. She always plays hard to get. Oh he is just so divine. Absolute heaven. But he will never be mine.
Yes. Let your hormones run wild and free. Let them dance naked in the street. Let them go and get pissed and root every boy in sight. Yes.
Anyways, After that we went out to the Spur for dinner. As we were walking through the car park to take Matt to Krispy Kreme, a car came towards us at an alarming rate. Im like "Hmmm.... the back of that car looks like Jake's...... Hmmm...... The front of that car looks like Jake's..... OMG! That number plate is JAKE'S!!!!! ARRGH!!!" It was sooooo freaky!!!! Rach, Matt and I almost got run over by Jake!!!! On my birthday!!!! When I was at my prettiest!!! I hope he noticed me and recognised me..... Fingers crossed. Dinner was the best. I had a steak with chips and when my meal was brought, it was brought by this cute guy called Rhys that I had been eyeing for the previous 45min. When he had put my steak down and walked away, I say in a mock concerned voice to Rach "Where's my sauce?" Cuz I asked for tomato sauce. Suddenly, Rhys appears and asks who wanted the sauce and I raise my hand to show it was me and he put the sauce down while looking at me and so of course when he leaves I have a giggling fit with Rach and Aunty Violet. During dessert, they brought me my cake with a candle in it and the waiters did that embarressing chant for my birthday. Rhys participated.
I just had dinner. Mainly chicken. Aunty Violet makes the worst salads. I guess it is the fact that I heard her saying to mum that the dried tomatos in some sort of dressing that we have had for over two weeks were still ok. "Even if they were mouldy, I would still eat them. I just pick the mould off" Eeeeew!!!! Mould is natures way of saying DONT EAT THIS
It was so funny today. Me and Calli went shopping and as we were shopping we saw a little 2 year old kid wearing a spiderman costume and as we walk past, i turn around, look him up and down and say to Calli, "nup. not as good as the one at wonderland". lol.
lol. I love this stuff. Its classic.
I cant believe it. Some teacher is going to kick me off in the middle of my 500th entry!
I'm at school bludging by the way. Had my french exam this morning and failed miserably. Couldnt get home so I stayed at school and spent several hours setting this up. Its 3:05pm.
I havent read any of Circle of friends today.