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never again

2004-08-16 - 12:55 p.m.

Never Again.

I got so totally smashed at G's party.

It happened oh so quickly. I am never touching straight vodka again. I was gone within 15min and just went downhill. I remember most of it. Some of it was really funny like when I was trying to throw up and kept shouting "Blaa!" and when I was having a massive bitch about Abi, and when I made out with Angie's finger. Oh and also when I fell over trying to go to the bathroom. All very funny. But I'm sorry, there is way too big a price to pay for that funniness. I was soooo sick. Yesterday I just kept throwing up and couldnt even drink water and keep it down. I feel really stupid that Dave saw me like this.

When I was almost passing out G kept hitting me and it really hurt. He kept yelling at me as well. I might have been completely off my face, but I was still with it enough to be really scared by it. No one likes being hit and yelled at. So I dont think I want to see him again. He's online at the mo but I have blocked him.

I dont understand how people enjoy getting that drunk. It hurt. Like, my head was spinning so badly and I'm covered in cuts and grazes but I cant remember how I got them.

It wasnt all bad, but I dont want to go there again. I might still have a few drinks, but I'm not touching enough to get drunk until Im 18 and I dont have to lie to everyone.

I told Angies family and mum, dad and rach that i had eaten bad hotdogs. Everyone believed it cept rach. Shes a little skeptical.

I dont really remember when I did start throwing up.

Had my first exam today. Trust me, getting violently ill the day before exams is not a good idea. I still felt a little queasy this morning but it was mainly nerves. I dont think I did very well. It was just a shit exam.

I should be studying for History and Maths but I'm waiting for the oven to heat up so I can cook my lunch.

I wonder if I won the $50 voucher. My dollars and Items were heaps good this weekend at work. Cept Nicole told me to serve more customers. I served about 23 on the register but 90% of them bought more than 4 items and spent over $30 so I did put the effort in. And I did help more customers, it was just someone else put them through the register. Plus, I think its better to serve 23 customers and have excellent $$ and I, than to serve 45 and have shit $$ and I. Wouldnt you agree?

sing - scream

clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right. - 2007-06-13
you have stolen my heart - 2007-06-12
Give me the go-ahead and I'll undress myself for you - 2007-06-10
Tinkerbell dry your tears, outside it's only raining but I'm still here - 2007-06-05
Here I am, laid bare, at the end of my rope, I’ve lost all hope. - 2007-06-04