And when you sing, scream don't talk

2nd entry.

I just finished watching Phonebooth. Another movie with an excellent monologue.

I severely want to watch the Batman series, but I dont go to the video store very often. Which reminds me, when my house key went missing, it had my Blockbuster scanning thing attatched to it... Meh oh well. How bad would it be if someone found my key and has been using my blockbuster scanning thing? Cuz if they culd rent the movies and never return them and the Blockbuster people would think it was us cuz its under our name.

My lips are sooo sore from breathing through my mouth and my lip conditioning stuff has run out. Vaseline doesnt do the job as well.

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen.

Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, The more I get of you,
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

At least my nose isnt running as badly as it used to. Thank God. I hate runny noses.

Kimble is on her restricted. Go her! I wish I could get my P's. I wish I got more driving lessons. I dont drive enough. It sucks.

I've been calling all these people for mum today. I had to call the dog bather to set up an appointment for Sally and Sophie for tomorrow. Then I called the firewood people and ordered another tonne (or do we spell it "ton"?) of wood for saturday. I need to call ING to ask them whether an internet bank statement is acceptable for when I send in the forms.

I tried on my deb dress today and it fits perfectly! Its tight, but thats because of the bones in it. Its meant to be tight. I can sit down in it and I can breathe. I can also jump around in it, meaning it wont slip down during the nutbush or strip the willow. It just might need taking up cuz I'm a short ass.

There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.

Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey

Once I have set up that account with ING, I will transfer the car money I have already gotten then organise for $120 to be taken out of my account every fortnight. I will also put about half my christmas pay in there. If its anything like last year, I will be putting at least $400 in there from christmas.

Once I have saved up for my car, I am going to use that account to save money for my trip around the UK with Angie. We are hoping to do that either during uni holidays or after uni. I dont know about Angie, but I'm using this little promise as a reason (I dont think thats the right word to use but I cant think of a better one) for us to stay in contact after we finish high school. I really want to travel around the UK with her. Its one of my life goals.

I think I might have another look at the Syndey uni courses. Just for the hell of it.

I've done all the jobs mum wanted me to do, I just have a few little things to do.

I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
...And if I should fall along the way
I've been kissed by a rose
...been kissed by a rose on the grey.

There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen

Its so strange to think that in just over a year's time, I will have completed my IB and no longer at school. Thirteen years of routine will be over. The only way of life I have known, will no longer exist. Its both exciting and frightening. It will be the first major change to my life. Where all the decisions are up to me. Up until this point, I only get a small say in the choices of my life. I didnt have a choice to continue to year 12, I didnt have a choice to go to St Pauls or any of my other schools. I didnt really have a choice whether to do the IB or not. Mum had already made that decision for me.

Dad reckons they are going to introduce a curfew on P platers. Naturally, I'm opposed to it. But if it has to happen, I believe that it should be later than 10pm cuz that is still early, you should be allowed to have other people in the car, and that it should only be for people on their red P's.

My dad is so odd. I received a call at home today off some lady confirming a holiday booking for Julie and dad. Why did dad give them our number? Like, he doesnt live here anymore! Why not his mobile, or Julie's house or Ted's place?? If mum had answered the call, she would have been sooo pissed off at dad. She gets really angry when he takes "that woman" on vacations.

sing - scream

clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right. - 2007-06-13
you have stolen my heart - 2007-06-12
Give me the go-ahead and I'll undress myself for you - 2007-06-10
Tinkerbell dry your tears, outside it's only raining but I'm still here - 2007-06-05
Here I am, laid bare, at the end of my rope, I�ve lost all hope. - 2007-06-04